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2007-01-17T09:51:00.000-08:00

well, since i'm waiting for boss and eric to meet me in sch, i shld might as well update my blog abit ... didnt slp at all last night ... was rushing MP ... very tiring ... nx tuesday our course manager wanna see our project ... seriously, he can ESAD ... i think george yam is better than him ... only know how to give ppl probs ... anyway, lao shu found her da mi le ... MUAHAHAHA~ ... feel happy for her ... well, she deserve someone better than her ex ... she's a very nice and sweet gal ... so i hope her current bf will treat her well ... lol .......

it's good to see or hear ur gd frenz found their 2nd half ... but when u look back on urself, u tend to feel more lonely ... going to be in the 20s liao ... shld i start to be worrying abt myself now or is there still time for me ? .......

2007-01-15T22:25:00.000-08:00

dun ask me y i drink, i dunno ... dun ask me y i smoke, i still dunno ... dun really like to smoke nor drink ... but it makes me comfortable and tend to make me 4get unhappy things temporary ... dun try to act as a saint or watever who tries to counsel me to quit smoking or drinking ... u will end up get fucked by me ... so dun even think abt it ......

2007-01-08T02:29:00.000-08:00

like ages since my last updates ... i'm lazy la ... also dunno wat to write though .........

i dun mind ppl say i have no fren ... it's ok ... coz i dun really need so much of frenz either ... all i need is juz ppl who really care and understand ... tat's all ...

well, we got 1 new recruit for our supper co. and is the only gal ... huifang aka fangster ... last night went to bedok 85 for our supper ... can say tat she's a nice and friendly gal bah ... after that, went to hougang plaza for our pool session again ... then after that is mr. eric neo de driving session ... can see improvement already ... =)

i think i shld start looking for job to get a living b4 i go NS ... i'm thinking whether i shld go fisherman village or some pub and ask for job ... seriously, i like this kind of lifestyle ... coz ppl might think tat this kind of lifestyle is complicated and unhealthy ... but i feel it's ok for me ... the only prob is my parents ... they dun allow me to ... but i'm quite confident tat i can talk my way out ... ^ ^ ....

u know, recently my heart keep telling me sth which i dunno whether is true or not ... but the feeling is strong ... therefore, i hope u will be the last gal tat i fall in love with ....... i hope i'm not juz talk for nth ........ nightz guys ....

2006-12-31T01:20:00.000-08:00

the beginning of the end ... put down all the unhappiness and carry on with ur road ... 2006 ... a very complicated year ... a year which makes me realise alot of things ... realise tat i dun really know myself at all ... wat kind of person i really am ... suddenly feel as if i'm a stranger to myself .........

tired ....

helpless ....

confused ....

miserable ....

i feel no energy in me .........

2006-12-29T02:35:00.000-08:00

so many days didnt update liao ... as in i dunno wat to write and how to start ... tired as always, but i think there's a need to update ... have any1 thought of wat's the meaning to live ? ... dun mistaken tat i feel like committing suicide or watever ... this is a qns in my mind for a very long time ... some ppl say u live to find out the ans to tat qns, some ppl juz simply dun bother ... i cant say tat i'm a optimistic person as i always prepare myself for the worst to come ... and i hate ppl to tell me,"look on the bright side" ... tat person will simply get a wacking from me ... to me, tat sentence is simply juz to console urself or to help u escape from the reality ... i rather to get myself prepared for the worst or think of solution to solve the problem .......

2006-12-25T14:38:00.000-08:00

juz return home from ben's house ... lol ... spent my night at his house ... i shld start from where i ended at the latest update ... sat morning, went to the rivervale mall NTUC to prepare the stuffs for the steamboat at around 9am ...reach home at abt 11.30 ... need to do some preparation b4 meeting the Corps. for the movie ..."Death Note 2 : The Last Name" is very nice ... only ppl know how to appreciate will find it nice ...after tat, spent around 1hr in tampines mall shopping b4 going to my house ... we ate and have fun during the steamboat ...a short mahjong session after the steamboat ... ben went home and came back with car ... meanwhile, waiting for ben, me and eric played chinese chess ... LOL ... so cool~ ... i only manage to win him 1 round ... lol ...me, wl, eric and ben went to Blk 401 for supper and pool session at hougang plaza ... here comes the funny part ... wl and eric were force to be the member of the pool shop b4 they can play ... the membercard maker uncle was slping ...we wake him up ... then he open his bag and stop moving ... omg lor, he fall asleep juz like tat lor ... then it takes us like 20mins to get the membership coz he keep fall asleep halfway ( u win liao lor ... like tat also can )...well, tat's for sat and sun morning ...during xmas eve ... we went to town - far east plaza( bcoz ben wanna see tat spin3 gal ) ... lol ... after tat, we went to meet lixin and her frenz ... around 9+ derrick jio us go fisherman village for drink + smoking session ...we took some time to decide and we meet derrick at pasir ris interchange then we took 403 to fisherman village ...we ordered 1 mini barrel for a start ... the kick didnt come as we juz chit chat and drink slowly ... after tat, we "da" 1 mug, 2 mug ... then it starts to show results ... 2/5 went havoc and drunk ... haha ... throughout the celebration, it was funny and fun ... memoriable also ... we separate to 2 cabs and i stayed over at ben house ......

i'm willing to wait for u ... doesnt matter how long it can be .......i dun mind not being the one holding ur hand wherever we go, hugging u to give u the warmth u desire, kissing ur forehead b4 saying good night ...but i will be the one lending u my shoulder when u need it, walking behind u to watch and prevent u from falling, letting u bite when u feel like crying ...my presence might not be important to u ... but ur presence is the most important thing to me ...

2006-12-23T02:14:00.000-08:00

it's a very busy this wk ... wed is my 1st time wake up so early to shop ... lol ... memoriable experience ... and the weather has been nice to us, didnt rain( i think so bah ) tat day ... i spent about 200bucks during the shopping spree ... bought 2 shirts, 1 t-shirt, 1 3/4 pants and 1 black pants + 3/15 stars tat i'm looking for ... all these things r worth ... hahaha~ ... dad say only wear them after CNY ... but he knows i dun care ... =x ... anyway, CNY also not a fashion show, dun really have to wear new clothes de mah ... sometime i juz feel like wear shorts and slipper then take my hongbao and go home ... furthermore, nx yr 1st day of CNY is my bday ... how sad can tat be ?! ... i mean like ppl dun even know it's ur bday lor ... or dun even care to give u another hongbao ... ya lah, i dun celebrate my bday de la ... i mean y for celebrate bday ? it's juz a ordinary day mah ... i dun intend to celebrate my 21st bday ... my frenz r some example ... there's only 1 host and u cant expect to be able to entertain all the guest ... cfm there will be some who will be left out ...
today will be another busy day also ... 8am have to wake up go market with mum and help prepare those steamboat stuffs ... 3pm meet up with the Corp. for "Death Note 2 : The Last Name" sneak preview ... after tat, all will be coming to my house for steamboat ... as for sunday, i think i'll juz camp at home to replenish ... this holiday i've already overspend too much ... need to rest ...

i may not be a rich, handsome and prefect guy ... i dun have anything tat makes me stand out from the rest ... but i have 1 thing tat i'm proud of and i'm sure it will not lose to any1 ....... which is my feelings for u .... i wont say tat i'll love u forever as nth last forever ... but wat i can say is tat, as long as my feeling never changes, u will see the 100% of me ... but if possible, i hope tat i can bring this feeling with me till the day i slp inside the coffin ..................

2006-12-19T17:13:00.000-08:00

last night went to the "raining BBq" session ... falling sick soon ( feeling so uncomfortable now~ ) ... however, it's quite a wonderful experience though since i haven went for a BBq for quite a long time ... chit chat, play games, laugh out loud and most imptly is to have fun ... ^^ ... this wk is quite a packed wk as there are alot of activities ... shopping, cycling, mahjong and BBq ... also, my bank is gonna dry soon ... and i'm in PES B for NS enlistment ... wonder wat will i kana ? ... lol ...ya, the medical checkup takes a very long time and very time-wasting ...

i need to find the reason to carry on ... tired as i might be, but i'm still searching for that very reasonto keep me alive .......

2006-12-17T02:01:00.000-08:00

juz return from PS ... dun really feel tired bah ... wat's the feeling tat u have when u see the gal u like ?happy ? sad ? confused ? or all of the above ? ... personally, i felt all of the above ... happy, it's bcoz u get to see her ...sad, it's bcoz she's so close but yet so far away ... confused, it's bcoz u dunno whether she felt ur presence or how she feels ... it's juz like mind games ... to win a battle, u need to plot and plan every single step carefully ... 1 wrong step will lead to ur downfall ... as far as i know, i've already made some wrong steps ... and it makes me more confusing than ever ... i juz hope tat i didnt scare her ..........

2006-12-16T03:56:00.000-08:00

been century since i last update my blog ... after some soul-searching, i feel i shld change my bad habits ... juz the prob of where to start and how to start ... having the heart but without the determination is useless ...
have u ever felt tat u like some1 when u met her juz a few times ? ... i have, and tons of time ... it makes me as if that i'm not focus and i need tat some1 desperately ... i dun like tat feeling ... i rather u cut off my love sense or watever ... i rather feel nth ... i dun wanna be like this ... it's juz not me ......................

2006-08-04T17:04:00.000-07:00

think tat this post will be quite long~ ... lol ...

1stly, 4 more days to go~ counting from nx monday ... feels so gd~ seriously, i dun like the ppl here except for some ... kept giving me those looks like ,"hey, wo kan bu qi ni" ... i mean like,"fuck u la, i'm juz a student only, need to give me this kind of face meh ? i earned only 1/4 of ur pay or even lesser ... so wat's there to look down on me ?!" ... anyway, 4 more days to go, so dun let them affect my moods .....

it's like so hard to find those free and great games to play nowadays ... tat stupid CABAL online ... everytime d/l it, always gives me probs ... think have to wait for it to offically launch then i play bah ... but i think by then, it will be P2P liao ... sad ... if it's around 5-10bucks per month, still affordable ... if it's like 15-20, then i think can 4get it liao ... lol ... RF online is another 1 ... couldn't find the eng version for it ... hope can find it in some game-selling shops ... haha ...

comics comics comics ... life without them is like hell~ ... there are things in comics which none are able to teach u and comics express wat the writer thinks ... ppl express their feelings using diff kinds of forms ... i love this way of expressing feelings ... haha ...

YES~ tml will be going to kbox~ like finally after 7mths ++ ... but, it's like only 4 ppl go nia ... abit sianz ... tml after kbox we will be going to watch the fireworks ... many will think as,"wah~ fireworks~ so chio~" ... but wat is on my mind is,"wah~ air pollution again~" ... lolx ... dunno y, i juz feel tat my way of thinking is not very similar to others ... muahaha ......

anyway, counting to less than 5 days liao .... muahaha ... shld start looking for jobs ... any1 can intro me ? haha ... well, tat's more than enough for this week ... shall update nx week ... enjoy ur wkends ppl ... ^^

2006-07-31T16:51:00.000-07:00

think shld update today bah ... since nth to do again ... lol ... went for 2 movie within a week, haha ... wat to do~ ... so long nva step into the cinema liao lor ... went to watch PotC and "Long Hu Men" ... PotC is great and funny ... i wondered wat will happen to Captain Jack Sparrow ... haha ...
"Long Hu Men" is abit weird la, for those who read the comics ... The focus shld be on "xiao hu" not "xiao long" ... and the "huo yun xie shen" is like shit ... 1 person can settle him liao ... in comics, "long hu shan huang ( wang xiao long, wang xiao hu, shi hei long )" can only draw with him ... make me so disappointed ... i hope got 2nd part sia ... which is "bai lian jiao" and "dong fang zhen long" ... wooh~ tat 1 more zai~ ... haha ... overall, is a great show ... for the sound effects and combat thingys... but i think the storyline still can improve ...
yah, and also ... The Cathay cinema is good ... i personally feel tat it's better than PS de GV ... haha ... and so, the very nx day which is a Sunday, we went swimming ... lol ... but swim for 30mins, it starts to rain liao ... eric and derrick need to go home and help their mum to keep the clothes and ben need to acc his cousin, keith, to TM to buy his formal wear ... i followed eric and we later meet up with ben for lunch and wl came ... then i rented "Big Momma House 2" and went to ben house to watch ... quite funny la, especially Andrew ... HAHA ... after the show, ben have to go to his grandma( i think ) house and go back to "P-EH" ... so, ben left with his family and left the 3 members of the BzD Corp ... went for dinner and wonder around TM ... after tat, home we go ...
i went home and watch another DVD,"The Descent" ... kind of sianz and stupid ending ... ( the director thinks tat it's cool with this kind of endings ? fuck u ) ... i think "The Cave" is much better ... damnit, i think i'm addicted to DVD renting liao ... lol ... i've spent alot of $$$ on renting and comics liao ... muz stop awhile and save some $$$ ... haha ...
And hooray~ ... finally going to kbox liao~ ... like waited for ages ... ( BEN, U BETTER DUN KANA CONFINEMENT, I TELL U ) ... lol ... looking forward to it ... muahaha ... think shld stop here le ... TC and byebye .... ^^

2006-07-26T13:55:00.000-07:00

other than playing games, rent DVD, reading comics and slping, didnt do much recently ... everyday i feel so tired and slpy ... kept thinking tat i'm not having enough slp ... ya, maybe ... every night burnt midnight oil to read comics ... LOL ... these r the current comics i'm reading ...

1. long hu men - 300+( 4got the latest series is no. wat le )
2. Bleach - 22
3. Naruto - 33
4. M.A.R. - 14
5. Kyo The Samurai Deeper - 37
6. Yu-Gi-Oh - 38( end )
7. Shaman King - 38( end)
8. Flame of Recca - 14( too many in-betweens r out of stock le, so intend to stop )

most of them r coming to an end, so have to start looking for new comics ... haha ......

recently went to NTUC with mum, ask her buy me the oreo wafer stick for me to bring to the office and eat ... WAHAHA ... well, it tastes like oreo~( Wahaha... fei hua~ ) with more chocolate ... OOOOOHHHHHH OREO~ OOOOOHHHHHH OREO~ OREO!!! ... muahaha ... >.< ... going sjb liao ... hoho ... anyway, there's some movies which i think will be good are coming soon~ ... e.g. Stay Alive( r u game enough ?), Frostbite( i bite u, u bite me, lets be happy vampy ) and Long Hu Men( i juz think tat their hair simply sux ) ... i still haven watch PotC ... arh~ ... BENSON~ I'LL KILL U WITH MY OREO WAFER STICK IF U DUN JIO ME WATCH~ ...... so sianz~ ... dunno wat to write liao ... think juz end here ... LOL ... byebye and tc ......

2006-07-16T18:32:00.000-07:00

time to blog again ... Saturday was a lifeless day ... haha ... mainly juz played games and slp ... at night, eric jio me to dota AI ( quite long nva touch dota liao lor ) ... 2 of us against 5 insane com ... both of us randomed and I kana Spiritbreaker whereas eric tio Goblin Techies ... nowadays, AIs are becoming more and more clever ... kept dying early game and kept seeing eric kamikaze with double kill, triple kills ... LOL ... however, in mid game i start to pwnz them all ... got 3 HoT, S&Y and BoT ... both me and eric manage to get kills of 20+ and died less than 5 times each ( excluding eric's kamikaze ) ... but the funny part is tat we lose ... HAHA ... tat's strange ... well, tat's for sat ... As for Sunday, a enjoyable day perhaps ... dad bought some paint and ask us to help him paint the house, again ... -.-" ... he say tat last time the pink is equals to hot-tempered ( yesyes, his own fengshui logics again ) ... BTH him ... well, have to take away my gaming time to help him paint ... and my stupid sis ... nearly painted my back with the roller ... @#$@#$@#$ ( u will earn a slap from me if u paint my back ) ... -.-" ... for dinner, dad treat us to KFC ... ate the chicken chop ... dun ask me nice anot ... coz i will only say,"ok lor", "hai hao la" ... oh ya ... and also, dad went down to buy his beer and asked us wat we wanna buy ... we told him to buy drinks and snacks for us ... in addition, we told him not to green tea ( drink too much will jiao ruan, dunno if it's true ) ... ya, he didnt buy green tea, he bought just tea lemon green tea ... LOL ... stunning dad ... impressive ... HAHA ... sometime he juz shock us with something impressive ... haha ... shld be all for today ... TC and byebye ... ^^

2006-07-14T09:51:00.000-07:00

July 13 2006 ... a day to remember ... a day to wake up ..... words r harsh but very true ... changes muz be made ... Thx guy, for those words and comments ... thx for waking me up while i'm still lost in my own world .......

2006-07-10T18:56:00.000-07:00

Thx to my com ... spent the 3 whole days slping and rotting ... didnt do anything on Saturday, so nth to talk abt ... wake up at 12 on Sunday, ate my brkfast + lunch at 4+ ... then proceed Mr. ben's house ... delivered his and wl's lunch( bought mcnuggets meal for myself too, cant resist the temptation ) ... slack at ben's house until 6 and we went to meet liting to take ben's camera ... went to arcade to wait for eric and mandy ... had Ben's Send-off Dinner at the teppanyaki in TM ... didnt really bothered by the chef ... not listening to him at all, juz concetrating on eating ... ate 2 bowls of rice + veg with beef for dinner ... after tat, went to rent dvd "Night Watch" ... for god sake, this is money wasting ... dun understand a shit and it's not nice at all ... @#$@#$@$%@ ... wasted 4.50bucks ... camp ben's house throughout the whole day to watch wc2006 final ... mandy joined us ... the match finish at 5 ... didnt slp after tat ... eric was playing his Maple Account to pass time ... around 6.30 ben drove mandy and their mum( accompanied by eric and me ) to sch and to work respectively ... sent eric home to prepare himself for work and we meet at 9.30 for brkfast ... went back home after tat to catch up on my slp ... it's not much but at least spent a day well rather than playing game the whole day ......

it's not ez to give up on u ... so give me some time, ok ?
it really hurts to see u feeling down or start thinking too much
the only thing i can do is to offer u my shoulder and share ur loads
i will be 24/7 available if u ever need me ^^

2006-07-06T18:03:00.000-07:00

hmmm ... wat shld i write for today ? ... sianz .. been talking craps this past few posts ... i feel very tired today sia ... dunno y ... i kept falling asleep in the bus ... and when i alighted the bus , was walking down the downhill to the office ... i feel like juz roll down the hill man~ ... THEN there is this bitch in this company ... she says tat her notebook keep on hanging after the upgrade( indirect shooting me lor ) ... for god sake, no1 complaint abt their notebooks or PC hang after the upgrade, only u!!! ... confirm is u who dunno go and do something funny to ur notebook then push the blame to me ... @$@%@#$@#$ ... there's also once tat she took ervin's snacks to eat without asking .... neo says,"wah, u like tat take, no need ask arh ?!" ... this is wat she says,"of coz, then wat? put here is for ppl to eat wat ..."( nb, do u know any manners anot ?! ) ... somemore she's a auntie and mother of dunno how many child, still dunno how to think ... ( U !!! YES, U !!! GO STAND AT A CORNER AND REFLECTS ON URSELF !!! ) ... hmmm ... recently, i got addicted to coffee i think ... LOL ... normally, i'll drink coffee in the morning to keep me awake ... but now, i drink coffee to keep me awake, kept myself warm and it TASTE GD ?! OMG !! WAHAHAHA ... but seriously i prefer coffee than alcoholic drinks ... *nodding ... as my poly life is going to end soon ( which is less than 1yr ), i will tend to start thinking wat's the life in the army ? ... i will say tat it will be scary though ... going to a whole new environment with new faces and different lifestyle ... and most imptly , going to be botak ( OH NO~ WHERE'S MY CAPS ?! ) ... -.-" ... sianz arh~ ... pay haven come~ ... haiz ... stop here bah ... lazy to continue ... LOL ... tc and byebye ...

2006-07-05T19:29:00.000-07:00

It's like yrs since my last update ... if i dun update, i think ppl will 4get abt my blog ... and blogspot keep giving me probs ... sometimes, my updated post cant publish ... @#$@#%@ ( stop being naughty, ok ?! ) ... so fast 11 weeks has past ... 5 more weeks to go~ ... shld be quite fast ... then have to worried abt the report writing ... and after that, will be having holidays ... muz find some jobs to do, i dun wanna rot at home again~ ... nono~ ... hmmm ... and yea ... i get more and more pissed off by those fucking notebook users ... told them to send in their notebooks within 4.30 to 5 ... and specially waited for them to 5.30 ... when i'm packing and ready to go home ... THEN i start to see ppl sending in their notebooks ... thx man ... u wanna go home, so do i ... spare a thought for others ... even if ur the GM of watever, BIG FUCK ?! ........ so and finally, i "proposed" to her ... but the result is expected ... was rejected ( as in a indirect reject bah ) ... yes, i'm sad, but not very ... juz feel tat emptiness in me ... no1 likes to be alone ... i'm no exception ... i juz need some1 to really understand me ... words of encouragement, a kiss or a hug from the one u love really keeps u going ... well, everytime when a door closes, two of them opens ... hope this can still let me hang on for some time and give me some time to recover ... anyway, i'll be taking leave on next Monday for the World Cup 2006 Final ... YES~ ... and 1 more day to catch up on my slp ... and WOW, wat a lengthly update ... now still have times to do other stuff b4 those kukus start to come in late again ... think these shld be all for today ... TC every1 and byebye ......

2006-06-28T14:30:00.000-07:00

after days and weeks, i nearly 4got i got a blog ... lolx ... coz i couldn't find anything to write abt ... feel very tired these past few days ... confirm is not enough slp ... haha ... well, i need at least 10hrs of slp per day ... unless i slp at 8pm or i will take a nap when my supervisior is not around ... Other than tat, i cant find any solution to this prob ... haha ... today, something funny happened ... it was when me and my colleagues were having lunch in the canteen ( yes~ ... "cai fan" again ~ ... sigh* ) ... then there's a staff walking along the windows towards a seat( oh ya, she's carrying the "cai fan ~" ) ... SUDDENLY, a bird flew straight to the staff's "cai fan ~" but, "BANG !!!" it hit the glass window real hard and flew away( HEY YOU !! STUPID BIRD !! ) ... lolx ... the bird leave a whole lots of its feathers juz outside the windows ... haha ... i think the bird is very hungry and all it thinks of is, "FOOD~!!!" ... and ya, her bday is coming ... duno wat to buy for her leh ... wat shld i buy sia ... hmmm ... later go ask her ... LOL ... sianzzzzz ... 2hrs and 30mins to go ... think i'll take a nap bah ... haha ... 8hrs keep looking at PC screen, eyes will drop out ... haha ... think tat's all ... tc and byebye ....

2006-06-19T15:22:00.000-07:00

hihi ... today is today, tml ..... is tml ... ^^ ... a man is a fren , a fren is a man ... ok, i'm damn bored ... 1stly, thx to Holland and Ivory Coast for their 2-1, which allows me to win back wat i have lose and won additional 50bucks ... also thx to Eric for his lucky hand who helped me buy( owe u a treat ) ... read her blog last night and found out tat she's in love with some1 ? i'm not very sure ... i only can say tat i'm sad ... but feel happy for her, if tat is true ... it's ok actually coz i didnt really wooed her nor told her tat i like her ... dunno wat to write le ... lack of self-confidence is always the obstacle ... i wonder how can i overcome it ? ... well, it doesn't matter, yin wei ta bu hui zhi dao de ... told mum tat i'm gonna be a monk soon ... and mum say tat i'm too skinny to be a monk, they wont accept me( where got such logic 1 ?! ) ... -.-" ... maybe it's really the time for me to stop thinking abt all these things ... can some1 eraase those memories tat i dun wan ? ... dun wanna continue le ... well, gal ... if u happened to read my blog, i wish all the best to ur exams and tat u will have my blessing wherever u go, watever u do ... a nice song for u ^^ ...................

2006-06-15T23:38:00.000-07:00

hihi ... been some time since my last update ... dunno wat to write actually ... lolx ... juz got my pay recently ... haha ... went to shop a little ... got a jacket and 2 t-shirt ... all white ... LOL ... love white, but will get dirty easily ... sigh* ... sure get scolded by mum ... so to prevent the scolding occurs, i've change the white jacket to grey ... haha ... hmmm ... recently , was conned by 1 WC2006 match, Aus vs Jap ... thought the result will be a draw ... who knows Aus player suddenly so fierce, dunno eat "wei ge" or wat ... 6mins score 3 goals !!! OH NO ~ ... there goes my 10 bucks ... @#$@$%@ ... nx time, i wont buy draw ... zzz ... also, dad juz changed a new phone, a 3G de( good for him ) ... and mum told me something funny abt him when he went to buy the phone ... "welcome to Singtel shop, wat can i do for u ?", "wo yao huan dian hua"( well, they r not going to help u change the phone but to sell u the phone ) ... luckily, mum was there to help him ... maybe dad dun go out often, tat's y he's not used to communicating with strangers ... tat's my dad ^^ ... the "welcome" word let me think of a joke in the past ... i was working at Captain Cook( a lousy fastfood restaurants ) ... my fren told me tat there's once a staff here making a joke out of himself ... normally, we will say,"welcome to captain cook, may i take ur order ?" but i think that staff pronounces wrongly ... "Y come to captain cook" and the customer reply,"came here to eat ?!" ... 0.O" ... i think the staff was stunned by his reply ... lolx ... well, time to do some work now ... tc and byebye ...

2006-06-08T10:22:00.000-07:00

sigh* ... didnt feel like blogging today, but somehow, i need to apologise to some1 ... well, in the 1st place, i shld have trusted u ... 2ndly, i shldnt have say things bad abt u ... ... ... i was wrong abt u ... forgive me if u happen to see my blog ... i'm sorry ... anyway, i hope u will get well real soon ... looking forward to our next comics-exchange session ^^ ... take care and recover soon, my fren ...

2006-06-06T12:48:00.000-07:00

hihi ... here i am again ... ^^ ... bored-ness encourage me to write more ... hmmm ... 48days to go ... in the past, my fren keep asking me," wat u wanna be when u finish NS?" ... i've been thinking alot ... i enjoy writting comics( but in sg, it's hard to survive juz by writting comics, working as freelance )... my dad say,"u will starve to death b4 u even finish a book. i rather u take a full-time job and make comics-writting a part-time" ... well, how come in japan they can make a living while writting comics, but not is sg ? ... sg writer CMI ? ... lolx ... haven read a sg written comics b4 ... dunno the standard ... anyway, i have a comics idea now ... so here goes ,"wat will u do when u become a vampire with unimaginable str, spd and abilities tat is beyond ur imagination ?" ... ppl, kinda think of it and give me a reply ... well, the story dun juz end here ... lolx ... there's more ... however, tat's all i can say ... haha ... i have quite alot of ideas, but i dun think they are good enough ... lolx ... plus, i'm lack of the skill of drawing manga ... tat's the worst ... lol ... i'm only gd at copying drawings ... haha ... well, it's time for lunch ... but due to the rain, most of the staffs will be eating at the canteen ... haiz ... no choice but to "da bao" back to the office to eat ... shall end here today ... start thinking of all the characters for my comics ... haha ... tc and byebye ...

2006-06-05T13:26:00.000-07:00

well, it's another boring day so i decided to update again ... lolx ... ppl dun usually blog when it's a boring day ... but i like to be unique ... wahahaha ... recently, my fren and i was talking abt gals ... he asked me to anyhow grab 1 gal to be my gf ( boy, u think pasar malam ? ) ... lolx ... after that, we end up talking abt a gal who he knows and i'm kind of interested to know ( hmmm... a strange sentence ? LOL ) ... so he helped me to ask for her permission to get her number ( i thought he was joking then but he actually ask ... -.-" )... but she only give me her msn address ... cry* ... anyway, i msg her the very night and we kind of like "chit chat" ... ( well, i'm not gd at all these stuff though ... tat's y i'm still single now ... heartbroken* ) THEN ... now i realise i have done a STUPID AND RETARDED thing ... I 4GOT TO TELL HER MY NAME !!! OMGWTF?! piang the wall* piang harder* ... @#$%^&* ... now muz find chance to tell her my name ... -.-" ... ROFL ... hmmm, ppl all went for their lunch and i'm here blogging all the way ... wahahaha ... got myself a box of cookies for lunch ... everyday eat "cai fan" very sian ... so i rather eat cookies ... lolx ... think this is enough for today ... tc and byebye ... wahahaha ...

2006-06-01T14:38:00.000-07:00

there's some interesting things today and ytd ... ytd, our meeting time is 7pm ... but i left office at abt 6.30 ?! ... coz of the stupid notebook, hanged for more than 45mins ... i reboot it for more than 6-7 times b4 this kuku stop giving me attp ... i chiong to the bus-stop to take 163, but is like i've missed 1 , so i have to wait ... as it's taking too long and 169 is coming ( going to amk int/mrt ) ... so i decided to board it ... a china guy was in front of me, he went straight to the bus driver's face and said, "hong mao qiao ?" ... here comes the funny part ... the bus driver is a indian ... i was like "wtf?! u talk to a indian in chinese ?!" ... the bus driver dun understand wat he's trying to say but he keep "hong mao qiao? hong mao qiao?" ... the bus driver then trying to point at those passenger who can help translate wat he's trying to say ... THEN the china guy end up asking another person who dun understand chinese, a malay gal ( fuck u la !!! cant u ask someone who really undstand chinese ?!) ... since he's jamming the bus from moving, i went up to the bus driver and help him solve the prob ( and so this is the ytd incident ) .... as for today, a guy came into IT dept and says tat his notebook not working ... then he say he wan 2 folders in his HardDisk to do his work ... "ur hard drive is ok, so i transfer the files to the public drive then u take from there ?" ... "the files are very private and confidental. well, i got a external hard disk, can u help me transfer to it ?" ... "ya, ok ... ur folders is 21GB , wat's the capacity of ur external hard disk?" ... "20GB" ... ".................." ... then i walk away and return to my desk for my slping session ... i dunno wat's the ending , but it's interesting as he think ppl can squeeze that miserable 1GB into the hard disk ? .... lolx ... well, we humans r amazing ... unpredictable and interesting ... wahahaha ...

2006-05-30T13:15:00.000-07:00

hihi ... as usual, i'm working now ... wahaha ... "working" seems so fake ... is actually slacking ... but dun think can slack anymore in the future ... recently, i have to start updating those notebooks which are still in windows 3.6 to 4.3 ... all these notebooks require more steps and time to update ... yawnzz* ... have to backup their files, direct implement WINS4.3 then testing ... this means the end of slacking sessions ... cry* ... now then i realise here got quite a number of pretty OL ^^ ( tat's the way to make my day ), so this company is "wo hu zhang long"... wahahaha ... hmmm ... recently felt quite bored as there's no more dota( well, mum shld be happy though ), no more games ... it's not easy to find a game which everyone enjoy and it's free ... lolx ... i'm a die-hard RPG gamers, so i'm searching for any Online RPG games that we can play together( ppl, give some suggestions ) ... hmmm ... nth much today actually, juz feeling abit bored in the office ... lolx ... shall update again nx time ... tc and byebye ... wahahaha ...

2006-05-29T13:05:00.000-07:00

the last blog update is in the morning whereas this update is in the afternoon ... lolz ... wat to do ... everyday like nth to do one ... bored to death ... haha ... seriously, I feel tat when u've done something wrong, it's kinda hard to reverse it or clear it away ... coz things r not the same as before anymore ... a broken mug no matter how u stick it back, glue it, there's still scars and cracks ... anyway, i think i kana conned by ppl ... again -.-" ... i cant remember when was the 1st time i got conned ... lolx ... wat can i say, i'm a honest and innocent guy( or maybe stupid and brainless ) ... wahahaha ... one day, he sms me ask me to lend him 100bucks ... at 1st i say no ... after a few days, he sms me again ... after a short consideration, thinking tat since he's my fren and we've known each other for 2-3 yrs, i decided to lend him ... i think is october 05 when i lent him the money ... yes, i did tell him to return slowly, BUT NOT TAT SLOW ... cry* ... he return half the amount around december 05 ... kinda like count the months from tat time, it has been like 6months ? ... to my knowledge, there's only 2 kind of person such as will clear their debt asap and "mei qian !!! yao ming yi tiao !!!" ... i dunno which 1 he belongs to ... if he think 50bucks is worth to break a frenship, i got nth to say ... hope tat i think too much and he will return me asap ... coz i'm really broke now ... left less than 100bucks in bank ?! ... and my "cai shen ye" will only fall on july ... think have to "ci cao" soon ... arh~ ... run*... piang the wall*... fainted*..............

2006-05-24T09:45:00.000-07:00

yawnzzz* ... early in the morning 6o'clock, have to wake up and go to work ... -.- <-- this will be my face when i have to wake up at 10 or earlier ... how i wish there's a bed here ... anyway, updating blog early in the morning is a bit weird la ... haha ... but since i have nth to do as usual, i need to find something to do ... wahaha ... sian, supervisior is back, which means cannot play games anymore ... sigh* ... and i'm feeling hungry now( damn it ) ... ever since i started working, i bcom a hungry ghost ... everytime after my dinner, i need to eat 3-4 more breads to really make myself full ... ah zhu( mum ) and lao de( dad ) keep scolding me for eating so much and juz wont grow fat( as i'm making them bankrupt soon, hoho ) ... how i wish i can grow fatter ( juz let me weigh 60kg on the weighing machine, plzzzzz ) ... but today wat makes me sad is being called as anti-social ... yes, i may be hard to socialise with but not to the extend of anti-social ... i was trying to tell u tat, being a host, u have to consider every single factors like if u go a place, will everyone enjoy ? will all of them like to go tat place ? ... organizing a party or a gathering, the purpose is to let all the ppl tat u invited enjoy themselves ... dislike going pub doesnt mean anti-social ... juz tat we dun go pub ... and it's not the fact tat ur fren is going tat's y we dun go ... everyone has their own hobbies, likes and dislikes ... plz understand ... we r not angry tat u wanna celebrate in a pub, juz tat we dun have the habit of going there ... tc and byebye ...

-=| nth to do ... |=-

2006-05-21T23:12:00.000-07:00

sigh* ... tml have to go work ... can say more slacking than working ... lolz ... wat can i say ? they dun have anything for me to do though ... haha ... today ... woke up at around 1+ then helped dad fixed the CD player coz he wanna listen to some CD ... he enjoy listening to those oldies song while i'm suffering from it ... -.-" ... went to compass point and rent "huo yuan jia" to watch( very long nva touch the PLAY machine le ) ... today's dinner is sis "ta bao" de ... a bad quality hong kong mee( dunno where she bought 1 ) ... lolz ... juz like tat, another day pass liao ... it's so boring ... think nx saturday might be diff though ... ben and jing jing celebrating their bday ... maybe i can see her ... ^^ ... and also, very long nva see marcus and company liao ... hope can havoc throughout the night ... wahahaha ... the only prob is $$$( need to grow some money plant at home liao ) ... lolz ... hope he can return me my $50 asap ... if not, i chui chui liao ... now is 2311 ... think shld go slp and think abt wat to do tml ... lolz ... tc and byebye ... wahahaha ...

-=| hungry ghost and the cat downstair |=-

2006-05-19T07:46:00.000-07:00

hmmm ... today went to work as usual, but i was slacking the whole day ... bored until went to sign up and play games in Yahoo!Games ... after work, went to meet eric, ben and ming at bugis ... we went to eat katong laksa, this time we went to the other side one to eat ... however, the result still the same, eric's stomach begin to uncomfortable ... lolz ... after that, home we go ... while walking out of compass point, there's pasar malam and FunFair ... instead of looking at the FunFair, i was looking at the food vendors though ... -.-" ... didnt buy anything to eat as i thought i'm not hungry yet ... but unfortunately, when i reach my block downstair, i start to feel hungry ... arh ~~~ ... this is bad ... oh ya, i was the "black-white" cat at my block downstair ... it nva fail to "meow" at me when it saw me ... ^^ ... recently, it didnt follow my sis back home anymore ... lolz ... went home and ate 1 bread + 2 buns ... think tat's enough ... ^^ ... tml is another day to think how to kill time ... sigh* ... can die arh ... every wkend like tat wasted ...

-=| something for today |=-

2006-05-16T06:15:00.000-07:00

hmmm... wat shld i talk abt for today ? -.-? ... when to work like every week day( still got 63 working days to go). didnt feel very sian there anymore, staffs there start to joke with me. ^^ ... this few days i've been thinking, did i ever really liked a gal b4 ? or juz a crush ? i dun really know. but 1 thing is for sure, i still like gals. ^^ ... been single for more than 3yrs, doesnt really matter having a relationship anot ( provided the gal accept me -.-" ). haha. well, good things are worth waiting for ( stop consoling urself, u idiot T_T). think this is enough for today. byebye and tc ... wahahaha ...

-=| 1st post |=-

2006-05-15T04:24:00.000-07:00

This is my 1st post for this blog. Nth to say actually la (^^). Take care and byebye. wahahaha.